The right Timing...

Or in my case... 'usually the wrong timing' lol.. especially when it comes to guys... and now I'm worried... do I have bad timing when it comes to open my biz and move to the USA too???

Lately I've heard of a few people who moved to the USA to open a biz and failed.... bad timing... bad economy... and... that makes me think... after all... this is a big thing for me.. to move.. and open my own biz... there is more to it, this time than just my private life... my money... my future... this time.. I have to say... FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION... so... when is the 'right timing' to move???


Ok, it isn't really funny, but I honestly have the wrong timing all the time. Oh, of course we all have sometimes bad timing, but I do feel, as if my whole life is 'wrong timing'...

Want an example? Alright here we go:

In Summer 2006... I was in love with a nice American guy from San Francisco... we wanted to meet and see, if we have a future together... had big plans.. if we 'klicked'... we would get married and move to Baltimore. We decided to to meet in Chicago... he's a big fan of Chicago and I've never been there. We booked flights, checked out hotels and I got a dogsitter. The bad timing you ask? Israel and Lebanon started a war and my dogsitter got scared and left Israel and I had to cancel the whole trip. (The good thing was, that all the airlines involved got us a full refund!!)

More bad timing? I usually fall in love with all the wrong guys at all the wrong times. The guys are either just out of a relationship and not ready for anything, others are only looking for fun or those who would like to have a relationship are just not my cup of tea. Of course some say, that isn't bad timing, but if this is ALWAYS the case, it has to be bad timing... it just can't be, that there's never a guy who fits.... at the right time...

That was one of the reasons I got on 'strike' over 2 years ago.... no more dating... I had enough.... and I wanted to be ready for my move and have my head clear...

Did it help??? hmm.. not really... I am still in the middle of everything... and worried... that I move at the wrong time...

Of course I won't be moving in the next few days.... but the US are still in the middle of the crisis... Israel is out of it.. we don't feel it... we have no idea, just how deep the US are in it... and I am only able to find out, once I move.

My friends making fun of me.... nagging me.. 'when do you finally move? Come on.. admit it, you don't wanna move'.... 'just watch out.. you'll fall in love just before you move and stay'.... hmm... are they right? I wonder... I do want to move.. yes.... I am not in love... and not planning on falling into it in the near future... (yes.. I know.. some ppl might beg to differ... but they are wrong... I am not in love.. I am not even in Lust... well not anymore... hahaha... we covered that.. haha.. tnx Mr. X hahaha)

So... when do I move, when is the right time? A question .. I am just not able to answer right now... but.. I know... THIS time.. for once in my life.. I'll have the PERFECT timing.... and I'll be successful... and who knows... once the biz works.. my timing in my love life will work out too??? ;)